Sunday, February 26, 2006

Back in the Saddle...

So, the show opened this weekend and it's crazy. I was so nervous. I felt like a real rookie. It's weird. Ten years ago, I couldn't see myself doing anything but acting. It was what I wanted to do. Then, in college, I directed so much - before this weekend, I hadn't been on stage since I did Our Town in 2000. That was a LONG time ago. I felt like I was doing it for the first time. And, I was really intimidated...the other actors had a lot of training...and the worst was when Marie asked us for headshots...and I was like, uh..... All I had a was a picture of me and my niece. lol... So next to all of the other headshots is a random picture of Ang and I....lol

The first show was really rough...I was worried...I thought WHAT AM I DOING? But Saturday night, once I got up there, I felt like I was 16 again. I was in place. I was where I belonged.

I don't know what is going to come next, but I am keeping with the way I've been doings things. I am just waiting for something to come my way...let the cosmos make things happen...I'm up for anything.